Its been a while since I’ve seen you
Your eyes, your smile,
I always find myself thinking
What you see in me.
‘Cause to me you’re perfect
The absolute angel of humanity.
I wonder if I can have such a
Strong connection to you
In such a short time.
It feels strange, to have someone
For me to hold, love, laugh with,
Be with and care for.
The dream I know I’m in better not stop
‘Cause I don’t wanna crawl through the
Dark again. With my knee’s bloody and
My heart barely beating.
Remembering you throughout my days
Brings so much happiness to me. I
Don’t want it to disappear now,
‘Cause this happiness seems to genuine and
Real. Not fake and meaningless like
All the other feelings that consume me.
Sometimes I don’t believe I should be happy,
An empty person trapped in feelings they
Simply don’t know what to do with.
Shells shouldn’t feel happiness or love.
I’m not sure what I feel anymore.
Though your presence makes me wonder…
That maybe before everything
Inside me died, there was love
Love felt by another towards me.
True passionate feelings that manage
To excite my dead emotions to life.